my two cents on the other side of the rainbow

Monthly Archives: October 2013

Now I could never change you
and I don’t wanna blame you
Baby you don’t have to take the fault
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something’s gonna change

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Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it’s breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
you’ll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You’ll see the sun come shining through
for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That’s the time you must keep on trying
Smile what’s the use of crying
You’ll find that life is still worthwhile
If you’ll just
Smile


Someday you will find somebody you are so proud of you’d want to scream your love out loud for the world to hear.

Wish I was that somebody.

I long to be that girl. But if i’m not then what can I do?



Shout it loud,
Hushed.
Ever slowly,
Rushed.
Flying high,
Crushed.
All my loving,
Slushed.
Keep on trying,
Shushed.
Bits and pieces,
Brushed.


When am I ever going to be enough?
What can I ever to do prove my worth to be with you?
When will you ever hold my hand and never let go?
Will I ever live to see the day when you will be proud that you are with me?


When all things pile up and you are left feeling small, I’m just. Waiting for the earth to swallow me. Whole, not anymore.


Breaking.
Into.
Pieces.
Shattered.
Life.
Scattered.
Bits.
Pick.
It.
Up.
Ever.
So.
Slowly.
Fade.
Away.
Invisible.

Imagination.
Existence.
I?
I do not exist.
I never existed at all.